Wednesday, January 16, 2008

If I gave you my heart

There are some things we can't change, and there are some things that if we try to change have the potential to really screw up our lives. When you love someone, you accept them for who they are, flaws included. Though it may not be the easiest thing, its what we must do. I have spent a lot of time realizing things that drive me crazy about Dan, but the things that make me love him far out weigh the ones that annoy me.

I know that I too have flaws, I am not a perfect person, far from it actually, very far from it. but I can accept that, and I can live with it. I know that I too drive him absolutly crazy at times, like my trust issues, or my need to be held at night until I fall asleep, the way because of how I have been hurt when upset I push him away, that I refuse to let him see my face while I cry. but he still loves me, so if he can look past all those things, I too can look past his flaws.

There are too many good things about him:
The way he wraps both his arms around me when he holds me
When he's playful (which is often)
The way he blows raspberries instead of kissing me (though I will continue to pretend I hate it)
The way he tickles me
The way he puts me first
The way his hand feels on mine
The way he pretends to hate cuddling but often times he's the one who instigates it
The way I feel absolutly safe with him