Friday, October 19, 2007

As long as your here

I woke up last night to my phone vibrating on the night stand next to me. The stupid red light blinking, meaning I have a new text message. It was from Brandon, saying he needed my advice on something...

Now I will vent:

WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM? HE CAN'T JUST WALK IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE AT HIS CONVENICE, IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY! I AM A HUMAN BEING WITH EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS AND EVERYTIME HE DOES THIS IT CRUSHES ME!

Of course my reply was; of course, whats going on. And OF COURSE he needed guy advice, ugh. Its really hard for me to imagine him with a man, especially having sex with another man, in fact we won't even go there.

But of course I miss him, and today that was all I needed to take me there.

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