We had time on our side in the beginning, we had nothing to hide, you blame me but its not fair when you said I didn't try, I swear I never meant to let it die, it's not fair for you to say that I didn't try, I just don't care about you anymore...(that last part's a lie)
I gave you everything Brandon, I gave you my heart in a way that I've never given anyone before. I let you into places that no one has ever even been close to before, places that I myself didn't know existed. I knew better, I knew that there was always a chance you'd leave me for a man, in fact I even shared that fear with you, your reply? I'd never leave you, you are my first love, the firt person I was mentally attracted to, the first one that means something, for once someone saw me for who I really was, not what I look like or who I hang out with. I said well I happen to find you incredibly sexy, and you said, but see thats just a bonus because looks are changeable, love is...
I can't take back what I gave you, nor am I sure that I can ever give someone as much as I gave you. Now there's someone new, who wants what I gave you and I'm not sure I can give it again...what do I do now?
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